This thing called Life

Its kinda inexplicable trying to disentangle yourself from something you found yourself trapped in blindly, to an extent, we all see ourselves walk into it, as our fascination and curiosity mesmerizes us and drags us into a myriad of the unknown. How far can we go without getting hurt? Finding our limits? Pushing the boundaries? failure or success?
Standing there forlorn just gazing into the horizons desperately looking for a sign, a puff of smoke if you will, anything! “DOES ANYBODY HEAR ME?!!!!” I think that’s pretty much everybody in an every morning sort of routine if they would only admit it.
People drown themselves in activity/relationships to avoid being with themselves, I actually at a point never wanted to be alone because it forced me to deal with the person I hated being with the most, myself. So, we walk, lost not understanding we are only free till we find ourselves and understand the freedoms of truth, it is not to constrict but to enhance our lives. We are an answer to a question that the world asks us every day, why are you here?
It’s a journey, God knows the directions, I would always get lost, “DOES ANYBODY HEAR ME!!!!” STOP RUNNING AND BE STILL!

Pass the Test

‎"Kill Goliath when he is a baby, strangle Delilah when she's in the cradle"
Too many of us try to postpone a decision which we know inherently is wrong choosing to believe it'll take care of itself or we'll handle it some other time. In our procrastination we are in essence exacerbating the negative impact in our life and future. It is much easier to deal with a flaw when it is in its initial stages, BUT true we all make mistakes but learn quick and get up and MOVE ON!!! I have battled with smoking pretty much most my life and have no problem talking about it, it has been a back and forth, but I had to draw the line.It would have been much easier if I just quit when I had smoked initially than when I had to have had at least one a day. It was taking over my life and there is a way, your waekness seems to take over and try to supercede and become your srength. Its an illusion for example people who "find solace in drinking" "smoking marijuana" "constant relationships" etc. Draw strength from within from what God has given to you. External pressures are only meant to influence positivity internally.
PASS THE TEST!!! many people wonder why their life doesn't seem to change, PASS THE TEST! their is something in your life that you know isn't right, leave it...that's Delilah!!! she's deceiving and you won't realize it but something tells you, that your not on the right course. Like Samson you'll end up dieing miserable full of regret, crying out to God but it'll be too late. Are you gonna live a half, downtrodden barely making it through type life?!?
PASS THE TEST, ‎"Kill Goliath when he is a baby, strangle Delilah when she's in the cradle" YOU CHOOSE!!!

Summer Breeze

Her love pure, soft sweet,
Gentle knocked me off my feet,
Like a cool summer breeze,
Amazing oh! So sweet,
I just lay still and sink my feet,
In the sand,
As I build sand castles,
Looking into her castle,
As we build castles in the sky,
She thinks I’m fly, I think she’s fly,
My palms still get sweaty,
When I hold her hand,
Cool summer breeze,
Fortress of my dreams,
Obsession of my dreams,
My scares,
How you saw me scream like a girl,
When I saw a spider fall on your hair,
Laughed it off
Running around in the beach,
You just wanna sink your feet in,
Into the sands,
Gaze into the sunset,
As you feel the love,
Cool summer breeze,
Like the tranquility,
I feel in the radiance of your sun,
Cool summer breeze,
Caress my skin,
Your inner being,
Transcending physical,
What we are is spiritual,
Not knowing where it all came from,
Like the cool summer breeze,
Dancing around,
Caught up,
So so happy,
Like a child splashing water
Dancing like when you were to the beach,
For the first time,
First love,
Cool summer breeze,
Sunshine,
You envelope my being,
You rays,
Your smile,
My inner being my light,
My love,
My right,
My truth, my love,
My blessing,
Sent from above,
Hold my hand,
Till death do us part
In God,
God is love.

Beef but no Stew

Chilling like a villain don’t know what even to do,
I’m broke like a joke,
I got beef but no stew,
My girl don’t know where she at,
On the ran like Nancy Drew,
She a mystery,
I got beef but no stew,
Sherlock wasup Holmes,
I ain’t got no clue,
What I know is that I got beef but no stew,
Niggas acting like swines,
Running their mouths,
Like they got the flu,
What’s the point to this,
I got beef but no stew,
How am I gonna wash it,
Down,
Like the truth,
When you broke in a pound,
What’s the use?
If you got beef but no stew

A man who stands for nothing falls for anything

What is the influence that guides our lives? I believe each and everyone has such a profound intrinsic beauty, that to capture it would be superfluous. Life has its challenges and to think less would be void. Most of us lose ourselves in these moments of disillusionment despite our desperate cry for faith.
The strength in humanity is to be able to stand for each other in these moments, to breathe truth, to breathe life into our confounded quagmires. Each and every one of us, has a path, a purpose, that only they can achieve….I wonder how many of us have passed without the realization of our potential. The road is tough when does it get “better”? Do we choose it? Or do we believe it? We cry for faith…..for at the end, we stand where we stand only as a testament to the faith we have.

Fresh to death

Looking around thinking,
What life is?
It gotta be more than,
What the price is,
Am I gonna leave behind a legacy,
Life gotta be more,
I ain’t gonna get buried in a Subaru Legacy,
As I walk my path in my Timbalands
Praying I don’t throw wood,
Till my last breath,
God let my eulogy read,
He was fresh to death!

My bitch is stoopid

Culture is sumn like who you are, what you embody everyday, it forms your character, I ain’t no college professor I mean I love hip hop and errthing but don’t get it twisted she just ain’t my bitch!